happiness

No one should ever ask themselves:

why am I unhappy?

The question carries within it the virus that will destroy everything. If we ask that question it means we want to find out what makes us happy. If what makes us happy is different from what we have now, then we must either change once and for all or stay as we are, feeling even more unhappy.

this is an excerpt from a book i have read... n i think it is true...

why should we think we are unhappy???... i think all of us should try to b happy in whatever we have... this fast paced life has made us forget what it is to be happy... we want more n more... crave for things that r unwanted... this leads to us feeling unsatisfied... we feel we dont have so many things... but do we ever realise that our wants r all materialistic???.. do we ever realise that we could do without these things we crave???

y not try to live with what we have n what comes our way rather than want more n more??.. y not b satisfied???... i know its very difficult to b satisfied these days...

take for example shopping... we just go to buy a dress n what all do we look for??... we check the shoes... we check purses... we check jewellery... n buy so much thats not really wanted... if we cant afford it we crib n crave... n again get unhappy about it... n if we can afford it we buy it wear if for a while n forget about it.... is this what we r looking out for???... is this the sort of happiness we want??

i think we should crave for happiness on a more spiritual level... happiness should b such that it brings us peace... makes us glow... makes us smile... makes us want to see others happy...

awww life can get tough sometimes... we might feel unhappy... might think this is all crap... but then i guess after a while we should bounce back... try to b happy... try to make others happy...

so lets make a pledge today... lets make a decision today...

i will always try to remain happy... will always try to forget my sadness... will always smile... and last of all will make others smile too...

laterzzzz :)

love

hey i m in love :)))... missed him so much when he was away... hes back n i m very happy... so guys loves in the air for me... wat about u all??? ny luck??? come on out with it :))))

v-0-0-m tastic

awww ok this is for all those 00nies who werent present for v00m.... guysssss u missed the best time we had.... the most fantastic n fabulous... awwww i wanted to post this thing since morning... but damn my net connection... urghhhhhhhhhhhh...

those who werent around for v00m beware... coz all this talk is gonna make u real real jealous... n those of my sweethearts who were there for v00m... lol say 'cheeseeeeeeeee' n see them go green with envy :)))

7 am ... i woke up n got to yahoo n reminded people who were around abt v00m (lol i hadnt even brushed... yukkkk)

*m00nie sees k00kies lips going eweeeeeeee here*

9 am ... no one around... i m like wat the hell.... m i gonna b the only one???... lol thn am00nie is online... m relieved...

10 am ... lol only am00nie n me... we r soooooooo sad... awwwww... n thn we see strawy babez... shes like dii i slept at 3 am n i m here for v00m at 6... urghhhhhhhh n no guys around... lol we were giggling... we decided that the first male to b around would b treated royally by 3 00nie beauties :D

tik tik tik... time moves... one after another people start pouring in... first guy around... awww n its my sweetheart wordyyyyyyyyyyy.... n i thought he wouldnt make it... after that we had sebia and li00nie... li00nie had to rush though.. but hey li00nie thanx for making it... it was real fun after u left though....

nyway... thn the crowd entered... so now there were am00, st00nie, sebz, wordy, zillie (lol he thought we were meeting on itimes), v00nie (hectic schedule... but made it... awww hugssssssss to mah v00nie), puneet, divya n ofcoz me :))))

so then everyone was introducing each other... then we sang... psst guys next time u have a voice chat with sebia ask her to sing... lovely voice... am00 sang the tamil version of 'yeh hassen vaadiyan'... awww awesome song n lovely voice.... i sang something too... hmm wat was it???... hehe i sang so many songs that i have forgotten... thn sebia n me had a duet session with 'lakdi ki kaathi'... lol here i wanna give a hug n muah to am00... hehe she couldnt understand nything n still was trying to listen up...

then puneet.. :D... lol me sang a duet with him too... 'ai kya bolti tu'... the 'aati kya khandala' song... was funnnnnn... n v00nie was like awww messy meet me at khandala i m at pune already :D...

awww then we had more funnn... wat else can we have??... zillie was flirting left right n centre... calling am00 'honey'... n thn whn we started teasing him he was like... aww thats her yahoo nik :DDD

then zilli n me got in the groove... aww we danced to some punju song :D.. hehe hes a good dancer... but he didnt tell me if he had worn that tee which said 'can u feel me'... lol yeah the one that hes wearing on his blog pic...

we sang n sang... grrrr i had a lunch date with a friend n i didnt wanna go... but couldnt cancel it... so got it postponed by an hour...

then zilli was like hey guys lets play a game... n then we decided on 'truth and dare' :P...

n guess whose turn was first?? duh!!! me who else... n then there was rhyming, loads of questioning for strawy, v00nie proposing m00nie, zillie dating divya, divya refusing to date zillie, puneet backing out of truth or dare, sebz refusing to take hugs n kisses... hehe i aint saying more... u can read this on zillies blog... coz hes saved the whole conversation for u guys :D...

awww but u know wat?? we missed all of u who couldnt make it.... m sure u had ur reasons for not attending... but mayb next time... i had to leave coz of my lunch date... lol n the party was still rocking... n it was 1.30!!!!... 3.5 hrs!!!!... i never expected this... darn had i known id never have fixed my lunch... uffff but i had to leave... so me was off.... all sadddddd... lol but happy too... it was so much fun... not only coz we were fooling around... more so coz we got to know each other... n feel the friendship flowing between all 00nies...

n u know wat??... so many people on itimes have asked me about our club... lol they r like wat!!! u got a bloggers club???... n i m like 'yeahhhhhhhhh' only for special ones...

so all my special 00nies... here was v00m... it happened n it was fun... nother will happen soon... lets hope the others can make it... n on that note all id like to say is thanx to all those who made this possible.....

laterzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :)))))))

here n there

just some chit chat since its long since i have written nything...

v00ms scheduled on sunday 10 am ist.... 2.30 pm aus time and 12 am saturday ny time (hehe i hope so the times right) ... aww people from other countries please chk the time....

grrrrrrrr loads of people jumping off v00m has made me angry.... me fuming n u guys better try to make it.... or else me not gonna visit ur blog for precisely 1.5 days... punishment!!!!

new members

L = li00nie
zillie = zil00nie :))) awww so so very very cuteeeeeeee
puneet = awww think of a name soon i dunno wat u like
cliche = again no name suggested... wat do u want???... clich00nie??
ahaan = lol get a name for urself...

nyway m gonna b around on sunday... mics not required coz many people have a problem... if u have well n good or else its ok...

again for those who missed my yahoo id... mystic_muse_2000@yahoo.co.in

n now i want to specially thank wordy for the best ever poem nyones ever written for me... u mite have read it in my comments section... but id still like to post it here coz i m in love with it... aww i cant make up my mind which is the best line... read it n tell me which one u liked... oh n he wrote this in 5 mins!!!!... too much... here it goes....

shimmering reflections of a lost moment;
trying to catch the sunshine;
who owns these eyes?

lost in the fragrance of the look you last gave me;
i walk on in my own desert;
with parched throat and weak conscious,
aware that thee is a tomorrow;
that i shall reach an oasis,
that the albatross doesnt rove the desert...........

brown sand of a missed sensuality;
your eyes--teach me to dream;
when passing through the narrow hell of solitude;
of a brilliant heaven,
scripsy fallacies of some ancient philosophy;
they rain life......

lol now u know y i said i cant decide which is my fave line??... aww come on help me out....

wordyyyyyyy thanx... this is such a wonderful gesture... u sure r a sweetheart.... :)... hugsssss...

thanx to all n see u on v00m... laterzzzzzzzzz bye...

eyes eyes baby ;)

thats me... lol hope u find the eyes mesmerising... :))))... again a formal pic... lol with bindi n make up... awww dont have ny casual ones scanned... so sorrie... gimme ur view

can u decipher this???

a research team proceeded towards the apex of a natural geologic protuberance, the purpose of their expedition being the procurement of a sample of fluid hydride of oxygen in a large vessel, the exact size of which was unspecified. one member of the team precipitously descended, sustaining severe damage to the upper cranial portion of his anatomical structure; subsequently the second member of the team performed a self rotational translation oriented in the same direction taken by the first team member.

read this somewhere n thought it'll b fun to try to solve this... come on try this... the first person to crack this will b awarded a prize :)))))

micchami dukkadam

Kshamapana Sutra with Meaning

KHAAMEMI SAVVE JEEVA (I grant forgiveness to all
living beings)
SAVVE JEEVA KHAMANTU ME (May all living beings grant me
forgiveness)
METTI ME SAVVE BHUYESU (My friendship is with all living
beings)
VAIRAM MAJHAM NA KENAI (My enemy is totally non-existent)

micchami dukkadam (grant me forgiveness) to all of u.... n hows everyone??? awww i know u missed me loads.... i missed all of u so much... :)... but m bak now....

news news news....

so wats up with my 00nies???... the best news i have to share with u.... first 00nie wedding was celebrated on 5th sept. when h00gie (hagrid) got married to gayatri (non blogger)...

congratulations to h00gie

awwwwwwww i missed his wedding..... darn it was so near to my place.....

but h00gie i'm so sorrie.... first i did not check my mail for the last 7 days... n even if i had i dont think i could have attended ur wedding with our religious festival going on... so m very very sorrie... n hows gayatri???... congratulate her on my behalf n tell her it was a pleasure to meet her :))))...(for those who dont know this... gayatri was also present for z00nies b'day party)

n wats going on with my other 00nies??? hows my k00kie, z00nie, n00nie, strawy, pari, fay, icy, d00die, am00nie, wand00nie, av00nie, goonie, gr00nie, sebia, t00nie, peter, misty, v00nie, cheesy, pearlie, wordy, vinu, tdm n zillie???? (hope no ones left behind :P)

m very angry with kr00pie.... darn she never gave me her b'day... how was i supposed to know?????? grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.... but here r her wishes too :D

happy birthday to kr00pie and am00nie

amoonies already got my wishes on her b'day.... so kr00pie here u r... hope u enjoyed ur b'day... darn n i missed ur show on astha too.... urghhhhhhhh... how was it????...show some pics on ur blog.... m waiting... :)))

hmmmmmmmmmm cant think of much now..... v00ms on... tell me whos planning to attend.... pls pls pls try to make it..... n pearlie babessssss... dahling u better try to attend so that n00nie wont ditch me.... hes promised me that he'll try to attend if ur around.... so now i have to patao u sweety...

i think m thru with todays post... m very tired... had a long long day.... so adios.... n laterzzzzzzzzzz