Thursday, December 15, 2005

the power of hurt....

it is said that people who r close to u hurt u the most... or rather they have that power... even if they dont mean to do so... n infinite number of pathetic comments from anonymous has never effected me... but one unmeant for action of those close to me has hurt me a lot... thats wat happened to me some days back...

let me narrate the whole story... my idea of quitting blogging isnt real new... i have been thinking about it since a long time now... not because i dont have nything more to say... its more because i dont have much time... to write or visit blogs n comment... i had spoken to invincible about this too... but he asked me to go on for a while...

but then something happened on tuesday which actually got me to write the last post about me quitting... there r some of my blogger friends who met up on saturday... n it was a real fast decision... they generally stay in the same vicinity so they met up... i read about this on invincibles post n i was hurt... i know i was being real mean n silly... but it really hurt me... n naah not because i wasnt even asked.. thats ok.. people forget... but what hurt me was that even after meeting up no one told me about it... i guess i was expecting a lot... i dont know... but i guess its just a human trait...

so this is wat led me to actually write up the post... the one saying goodbye... but little did i know what was going to happen after this...

the love n affection i have been showered by all of u has left me speechless... i dont know what to do... all day i have been contemplating... n i think this is the time i m going to pray to God n thank Him for giving me such lovely n beautiful friends... n those of u who i have never interacted with too...

so heres a message to all of u...

*st00nie... awww gal i m bak dont u cry now... n thanx for loving me... :)

*L... yeah mann i m bak..

*poison... u got ur reason here... but m bak..

*invincible... i m really sorry for blasting that day... n i m saying this again... its not ur fault... things happen... we have to live with them... thanx for the beautiful apology u have written... i really appreciate that... n remember i will never forget u... please dont go...

*puneet... no thats not the reason y i called it quits... but that led to me calling quits faster than expected... awww but i m bak... cant see everyone crying...

*mich... aww baby m bak...

*tanvi... lol sweety m bak... when r u coming back??

*anonymous... aww forget it!! :p

*sittingnut... u r right... i m not giving up such wonderful friends... thanx for visiting even whn i do not know u...

*johnny... i never even knew u abused me... lol so forget it... n thanx for visiting... i m bakk... aww by the way.. next meet u r surely invited :p

*rohit... thanx rohit.. i aint quitting nymore... how can nyone deny so much love???

*saby... thanx for the offer... lol but i hope u dont expect me to accept u as a teddy... i got mine already :p... oh n i like the song u wrote on keshis blog.. thanx again...

*bnb... awww this isnt ur last comment now... u better visit again... thanx sweetheart..

*uttara.... aww girl hugsss.... i know u must b feeling so guilty... i m sorry too... i m back now everything will b fine.. i promise...

*thanu, my unveilings, icyblue, varkey, still figuring out, vanathi, autumn storm, vivek, nikita, pradster, dinesh, de vile, manish, niki, phoenix, random thoughts, nanyaar, kerry... i dont know ny of u personally but it is really to know u all care so much... thanx all

*am00nie... awww girl i m bak... n the wounds all healed... lets rock blogsville with my 00nies :p...

*gangadhar... yeah i m bak.. thanx for remembering me...

*dewdrop... i know i was being childish then.. thats y this post... i m bak... thanx for being so wise... i think blogging helps us to learn a lot of things... n this is something i have learnt...

*kr00pz... hi m bak... thanx for the love...

*ashanthi... aww thanx girl.. but please i have had enough of personal posts... lol.. i'll visit for sure... n yeah m bakk..

*optimist... lol thanx... yeah i m bak... ohhh n ur vote did matter.. thanx again..

*divya... awww i dont have ur number girl... dont worry... i read ur offliners on my YM... n pls pls dont cry... i m bakk...

*kiran... i dont know u girl... but i think i owe u all an apology... i m really sorry for all this.. i never knew all this will take such a turn... thanx for understanding...

*cheesy... i m bak girl... :)



*z00nie... awww i m missing u... i know ur busy but i m still missing u...

*k00kie... i have left u last on purpose... i just dont know how to show how much i love u... all i got for u is thanx... i yeah i m bakkkk... yippieeeeee....


ps: i spoke to puneet, uttara, vinci and strawy last night... n i m really thankful for all of them to show n shower so much love on me... guyssss please lets forget all this.... n i have a request to all of u... please stop all this pin pointing... i personally believe that all this is not nyones fault... its just a little misunderstanding.... lets all forget this...

we have to learn from such episodes... i have learnt how much u all mean to me... n how much i mean to all of u... n now one more thing we all have to learn is to stop this blaming game... please please lets all get back together... hugzzzz.... one special hug to strawy n puneet... who went to all the trouble to get my phone number n calling me... thanx guys i was really surprised n elated...

laterzzzzz

60 comments:

Anonymous said...

Mooooonieeeeeee is back!

happy_mouse

Vishnu said...

so your back.... the happiest person is Keshi on your comming back right?

all the best....

Cheers!
:)

Anonymous said...

A MOUSE IS FIRSTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Anonymous said...

A MOUSE IS SECONDDDDDD!!

Anonymous said...

Keshi is always last.She is even invited to party last..or not at all?


happy_mouse

Unknown said...

welcome back mooonie!!!!!!

whatever happens...happens for good!!!! beside the dark part that u got hurt the better part is we got to know about such a pure and sweet heart "mooonie"

mez happy to the power million times for u r return in the blogworld.....now keshu is goona show us her new hip-hop dance..wooooohooooo!!!!......

take care

Keshi said...

Ok m000nie none of those comments above are mine...this is my first comment here.


**anonymous... aww forget it!!

LOL good one for road-kill :)



m000nie it takes sooo much of grace to admit that u hurt...and to tell everyone how u really felt. Im so glad u talked with all of those frieds and sorted it out.

And Im happier than ever to see u r back in a day...soooooooo happy...WELCOME BACK and happy blogging again m000nie!

Hopefully I did not make it seem like I blamed anyone in particular. What happened was a mistake...ppl forget and the fact that they have aplogised, u have forgiven and come back to blogvile is what really matters.

Stay gold forever...luv ya tonz!

k000kie.

Keshi said...

m000nie u know which one is mine na (from the blog ID)...so delete the rest of this mentally-ill person's comments, thanks!

Keshi.

uttara said...

mooonie ........

am glad that u r bk ....
hugzzzzzzz

luv u gurl
i will talk to u soon 2de




ok here keshi just has cmmented once ...
n that is



"ok m000nie none of those comments above are mine...this is my first comment here.


**anonymous... aww forget it!!

LOL good one for road-kill :)



m000nie it takes sooo much of grace to admit that u hurt...and to tell everyone how u really felt. Im so glad u talked with all of those frieds and sorted it out.

And Im happier than ever to see u r back in a day...soooooooo happy...WELCOME BACK and happy blogging again m000nie!

Hopefully I did not make it seem like I blamed anyone in particular. What happened was a mistake...ppl forget and the fact that they have aplogised, u have forgiven and come back to blogvile is what really matters.

Stay gold forever...luv ya tonz!

k000kie."





uttara

still_figuring_out said...

hi musings :) my first time here. you must be a very special person indeed to have such a deep impact on someone miles way :)

Anonymous said...

Wonder why Keshi has to prove that her comment is HERs only.it is tough to make outLOL!

R said...

AWESOME!

Great news!

Its super cool to see you back in *action*!!!!

someone who is soo loved.....for whom people have dedicated two posts on their blogs...is it easy for them to just leave the blogworld?....

hey mesmerising eyes, am so glad i will get to read more on your blog...i happened to visit your blog thru keshi's and realised how cool your blog is... hehee...

take care!

uttara said...

hey .. i dont need to check each n every comment .. one gets to know who is who ....

n ya .. i think u gotto get ur mind in place ... coz u r not ur own n u need to get life .. tell me how long r u gonna do this .. am sure no 1 will hate our keshi coz of wat u do ... right??? .. so be urself n dont try n be others that will not take u anywhere in life .... u must be sucha sadist...lol n am sorry for ur parents they havnt given u the right values of life ......

i pitty ur parents babes .. its ok i will not take much time in knowing u n ur Ip address will i no??? so y u wanna mess arnd simply n rack ur brains sooo much tell me .. for wat just to be keshi .. i know she is the best n u been just 'J' about her ...loll

i pitty u tooo babes n am sorry for wat u r ....

anyways
nice knowing u as keshi ....


uttara

-Poison- said...

this made my day!

Keshi said...

Sorry m000nie I have to say this to this idiot Keshi-imposter who blabbers just cos It was given a human life and a PC...


Insane Keshi-imposter,

It's high time u stop abusing ur own self...u r truly a coward and what Uttara said was 100%right! I may have said this to u many times before and I say it again and again - I blame the tragedy that u r on ur poor parents...cos u have absolutely no values, no life, no self-respect, no nothing! Otherwise who would go on in this hilarious manner just to get some cheap thrills? Who in the right mind would put themselves through this disgusting venture of commenting abuses and cloning ppl just for fun's sake?? No one but u - ur lonley and outrageous existence does this to u.

Stop finding faults in other ppl when u r not even a normal human being...ur a pathetic by-product of ur pathetic parents - yes they have to be pathetic for someone like u to exist! U r the living example of what PATHETIC is. Now don't whinge that ur parents were mentioned yadda yadda yadda...u spoke for ur parents here...u acted for ur parents here...u portaryed what they have taught u in the very comments and actions u have been engaged in so far here. This may be fun to u but every piece of shit u write here slaps ur parents each time...remember that moron.


btw your ANGREZI is pretty embarassing...next time try talking to yourself in these blogs using your own mother tongue...that way u might understand your own sorry self better...and realise how tragic you sound each time you comment as myself here! People can tell the difference so quit wasting your time...cos no one in the right mind will listen to a menatlly-challenged person like u - the message is clear - U R MENTALLY ILL!

Now go have a good weekend...one that u never had after u met me...cos u had nightmares every weekend preparing comments to attack me...of which none did anything bad to me but abused your own sick self again and again. U need a break mate.

WE KNOW WHO YOU ARE...WE MIGHT FRAME ALL YOUR DETAILS WITH YOUR BLOG ADDRESS FOR THE WORLD TO TREAT YOU NICE ONE OF THESE DAYS. The only reason I dont want to do it is cos it's not my way of handling losers like you...cos you don't even deserve that kind of attention - I cant believe that you still havent got treatment...everyone can see that you are totally sick and you need serious medical help. Go get it than wasting time here cos no one will listen to you - trust me for once - now go sleep a good sleep that u didnt have for years after u met me - u r a sicko in caps who needs a good sleep.

Keshi.

Invincible said...

Welcome back m0000nie.
Thanks a tonne for this clarification lest i wd have had to leave with the brunt of fellow bloggers (n my blogging soul wudnt have rested in peace).

((I m still sorry for wot hppnd tht day nevertheless.))

Take care m000nie, PLS do something for ur hectic schedule, keep smiling cos one tear of u makes oceans weep.

i wd b in touch .. bubye !

Rupa (BNB) said...

Wow m00nie u r back..Great to see that..

Now take a big treat from Invinci, Puneet,Zoonie as a penalty..hehehe

Take care Moonie.

Anonymous said...

Keshi:)))) u said the same thing six months before.I told u take blog easy and chill:))))))))


And RC,Keshi is afraid of her own ugly reflection prolly:)


a mouse:)

Anonymous said...

OMG Keshi blogs from office.How the hell can anyone allow this?Its so unprofessional...

Anonymous said...

Keshi is professional in blogs

Anonymous said...

btw,well said keshi ..OOPS Keshi-imposter I mean;)


a mouse:)

Anonymous said...

OMG and police complaint for such a silly thing??Keshi is surely insane. There is nothing life threatening here:))) but funny words kill her??

DAMN! THIS GIRL NEEDS TO GET A LIFE



a mouse:)

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Jim said...

, i hereby give Notice
i am quitting blogging and taking sanyas (watever dat means, i hope it tastes as good as feni)

Yeah i am deeply hurt
where it hurts most

Yup M00niee hurt me real bad
she wont lemme be her teddy bear
,

radiantbear said...

This aint fair... you dint mention me.. :(( j/k

Glad to have you back..

Just keep rollin Girl!

Cheers,
NY?

Jim said...

besides i am drunk today
tomorrow i mite reconsider
if Mooonie reconsiders


Yeah i am pissed drunk
i am seeing about half a dozen Keshis

i cant recognize the one i had a crush for (until Moonie came along)

Jim said...

i hope u guys will gherao M00nie
to get her to reconsider

to make me come back too

PuNeEt said...

hey m0000nie...
hugggzzzz to u

Welcome Back
I was so happy after speaking to you...
and now my happiness has doubled to see u back...

n pls pls pls dun think abt quittn...

For the ones who have not heard m0000nie's voice...
She has got a very very very beautiful n sweet voice...
(I regret not taking ur no earlier ;-)

have fun
take care
Cheers

Anonymous said...

SABY STOP LINE MARROING MOONIE.

Anonymous said...

moonie,I am sorry for the harsh comment in BOLD before Saby's.Can u please delete before Keshi reads this?

The optimist from utopia said...

wow!! My vote mattered.. kewl naa.. Thanx dudette.. u made my day :)

Dewdrop said...

yeh hui naah baat! :) now your return calls for a celebration

radiantbear said...

Yeah, You did mention me.. >:D< I just missed myslef.. lol..
thanx for stopping by been readin your blog its really neat!

Tanvi said...

welcome back m00nie..im not comin back..but happie bloggin..ill be around

Kroopa Shah (Kr00pz) said...

Welcome back, crazy gal :-)

Vivek Panda said...

thanks for coming back :)

sittingnut said...

hey!:-)
glad you did not give up on your very good and loving friends.
hope to get to know you better. :-)

tulipspeaks said...

i love ya soooooooo much..hugssssss.. thank you for bouncing back :) :) see..i got tears already..hehehe


muuuaxxx..and never talk about quitting after this..okie?

hugssss

=am000nie=

Anonymous said...

welcome back :-)'

misty

L said...

Really me with lots of smiles on ma face..!! Thanxxxx a lot for being back..!! It really was scaring..!!

Lot happy that u decided back..!!

-L(li00nie)

strawy said...

yeppieeeeeeeeeee
my diiz backkk
omg !!! guys she got the sexiest voice i ever heard
mez fida on ur voice diiz
hugssssssss diiz
welcome backkk
me loves u cho cho much

Sujith said...

hey good to see that u r back :-)

Jim said...

M00niee

ur way too senti
u hurt easy

u need to harden your hide
not all guys are thoughtful

we forget birthdays
we forget anniversaries

we forget to invite all the ppl we shud

but dat dont mean we dont love u

so shud it happen again
dont let it hit u so hard

- Saby the forgetful creep

Jim said...
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Jim said...

heyyyyy

wud u guys stop the baby talk pleez
choo shweet, etc.

Jim said...

heyyyy Kroopa

have i told u lately dat i .......

Jim said...

u fricking annony mouses
u guys are freaking out on Keshi


STOP IT !


















hehehe

Łóòň Ġãĺ said...

Welcome back m00nie ... now try gettin inci vinci back! lol

Michelle said...

hey m000nieee!!!! im late :-( sowwie
super glad yr bak!!!!

A HUGE GIGANTIC HUG!!!!!!

:-)

Jim said...

A group of working adults got together to visit their University
lecturer. The lecturer was happy to see them. Conversation soon turned
into complaints about stress in work and life.

The Lecturer just smiled and went to the kitchen to get an assortment
of cups - some porcelain, some in plastic, some in glass, some plain
looking and some looked rather expensive and exquisite.

The Lecturer offered his former students the cups to get drinks for
themselves.

When all the students had a cup in hand with water, the Lecturer spoke:
"If you noticed, all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken up,
leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal that you
only want the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems
and stress. What all you wanted was water, not the cup, but we
unconsciously went for the better cups."

"Just like in life, if Life is Water, then the jobs, money and position
in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold/maintain Life, but
the quality of Life doesn't change."

"If we only concentrate on the cup, we won't have time to enjoy/taste
the water in it."

-Mother Teresa

Anonymous said...

nice one Saby:)

Nisha said...

Hi Moonie :)

Really glad to read that u've decided not to stop blogging..

And I bet Keshi, would be the most happiest person.

U know, my Mom has always taught me this, "Don't expect anything from anyone"

Do whatever u wanna, but do it without any expectation :)

Good to see that ur back.. and W.E.L.C.O.M.E back :)

Cheers!

Anonymous said...

All's well that ends well....

Anonymous said...

southpaw is a violent cop.If someone teases u,u will beat them to a pulp?




.

Anonymous said...

southie cope






hehehehe



.

R said...

hey.. you too busy to update? :(

Jackal said...

hmm w/b but how abt new post now...or may be u are already in holiday mood.....tcc byeee

Jim said...

2005
we had mumbai floods
followed by katrina and rita and chennai and china

bush took a beating in iraq
he lost his popularity

balasaheb saw the shiv sena disintegrate

congress took a beating from mody in gujarat


but it has been a gr8 year for me
i met u

HAVE A MERRYY X'MAS and
a GREAT NEW YEAR

Jim said...

AND IT HAS BEEN A FUNN TIME FOR MY ANNONY MOUSES


i sudnt be giggling
coz my girl keshi is still crying














hehehehe

Vipul said...

:((nthng bout me:((